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Guestbook Pages 2009

Ashley's Guestbook 

I learned to play this song for Ashley's 21st birthday.  I played on my old Yamaha that is now Jessie's.  You can start, stop or replay it on the icon below.

Mar 01, 2009  1041

So last night a bunch of our girls had a surprise engagement party for me.  I was so shocked but so happy.  I had an awesome time.  The only thing that was missing was you.  I miss you so much Ash.  We talked about you for a bit and how much we all miss you.  We all knew that you were there in spirit though.  xoxoxo Kayla

Apr 30, 2009 1615

Dear Ashley,  I never really knew you, but now that I'm going more and more into the teenage years I need someone to talk to, I just wish sometimes when I talk to you, you can dry my tears.  Even though you were so far away I will never forget the last msn conversation we had, you have taught me a big lesson and I will never ever forget you, I think of you every day that goes by.  By the way, the baby bunny I got that was yours, still sits right by my tv, so I see you when I wake up and when I go to sleep.  You never left me.  I see how this effected everyone.  Whenever I'm having a bad day, or just going out for a walk, I will always! Look up and smile, because I know you are smiling right back.  I just wanted to say that I miss and love you so much and I wanted you to know. - Caley Campbell

May 02, 2009 2124

Ash.. Just a quick note saying I've been thinking about you a lot 
today.  I miss you more and more everyday. I love you, keep shining 
sunshine.   Xox Ally

June 03, 2009 1202

I never knew you Ashley, while you were here on Earth, but because your Mom & Dad made this website for you, I have had the LIFE-CHANGING experience of meeting you in Spirit through the testimonies of the many people who love you.  What a beautiful little cherub you were as a child; and through the photos, I saw how you grew into an incredibly beautiful young woman with the softest and deepest brown eyes.  I believe our goal in life is to love and be loved, and Ashley it seems to me that you lived that goal brilliantly.  I have one little girl myself ,and I have often said that the only thing I fear in life is if she were to become very ill or pass on before me.  I cannot imagine your parents' pain.  I just connected with your Dad through FaceBook, as we had both attended the same Jr.High. I told him point blank that he was gorgeous and had aged better than anyone!  Little did I know what I was really seeing in his eyes was what he has been through in losing you.  His eyes hold LOVE for you Ashley, and a sadness and joyfulness all mixed in together.  I pray that he, and your Mom; your sister Jessie; your grandparents and all of your friends will smile when they think of you and have deep peace in their hearts.  It's funny how our lives and souls touch in mysterious ways. I am different today because I read your Dad's story of your hospitalization and your passing; and this testament to your life.  Thank you Ashley.  Thank you Chuck.     Love,          Kathy Bonner xo

June 16, 2009 0700

It's coming up to three years since you left all of us.  A lot has happened since then.  There has been some success with the Acetaminophen petition.  Some family members and close friends have grown up, and gotten married.  Others have left us in spirit.  There are new children on the way and Great Grand Children for your Nanny and Papa.  Mom and I and Jess are doing okay, but miss you desperately and wish you were here.  xox Dad

June 19, 2009 1028

If tears could build a stairway and memories were a lane, I would walk right up to heaven to bring you home again. No farewell words were spoken. no time to say good-bye. you were gone before we all knew it, and only God knows why. My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know. my heart goes out to chuck, tammi and jess <3xox        rip ashley oxox love you always.             Robynn Annable

Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
Matthew 5:4

June 25, 2009 0425

Ashley. . .Nanny and Papa still miss you so much.  We are planning on visiting Mom, Dad and Jessie in September.  It will be so nice to see BC again.  How we wish you were still there, but you are safe in God's house.  Love you always              Nanny and Papa xo

June 25, 2009 0855

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Your time on earth seemed all too brief
Because I wanted you in my life forever.
And although I really miss you,
In my heart I know that you are at peace.
Still, countless times throughout the day
I find myself remembering you.
Although I cannot see or hear you,
I know that you are with me.
I'll feel you in the warmth of the summer sun.
I'll see you in the brilliance of autumn leaves.
You'll be beside me in the peacefulness of a gentle snowfall
And rejoice with me at the emergence
Of the first flowers of spring.
I'm thankful for the times we shared
And the priceless memories too;
For those memories are a comfort now when I lovingly -
Remember You.             Julia

June 25, 2009 0920

"I have learned that when a newborn holds, with her little hand, her father's finger, she has trapped him for the rest of his life.  I always thought there would be a tomorrow.  I always thought that life would give us an opportunity to do things right, but I was wrong.  If I knew that one day I would never watch you sleep again, I would hug you with all my strength and pray that you would let me be the guardian angel of your soul.  If I knew that there would be the last moments that I saw you, I would say nothing other than I love you."              xox  Dad

Oct 05, 2009 1852

I was feeling very upset tonight as I have a great deal of depression and was just looking around the internet to see how painless overdosing on Tylonal would be I came across your daughters website and have been reading and balling my eyes out for hours.   I think finding the website is sign or an gardein angel of some kind i had the bottle of pills with me and everything.... but reading what you and your wife and daughter who would of been the same age as i am now went through for that four days completely broke me down.

I just want you to know that i am so very thankful you have made that website available to the public
and that your daughter saved me tonight maybe years after but it still had an impact on my decision.

I just wanted to say thank you and that I am sorry that it was so painful i never
thought about the hospital and the four days it could take I had not even though of my
family much at the moment until i read everything.  I am sure she would of never done this too
if someone had posted such a raw real and detailed account of the situation too you would never think
of pills to end in such a slow agonizing death along with really clearly progressing what your parents would have to go through im just so ... sorry i even wanted to kill myself in the first place now.

Please understand how much this has changed my perception on suicide and TYLONAL you made a difference posting this and i am grateful you left a email in which i could reply i hope you still use this.        Shauna /20 / surrey b.c

Oct 20, 2009  1123

Hey Ash;  I miss you a lot today, so I figured I'd just leave you a message. =] I'm sure you already know, but Celine had her baby in September. A little girl, named Bria Rose. She is gorgeous. Super tiny, but long. She was 8 pounds 7 ounces when she was born. Celine went through a long labour, 29 hours long, but, it was all worth it. Jared and I were with Celine during every contraction and every push, and she gave us a beautiful little girl. The day that Bria was born, I knew you were around. It was such a gorgeous, peaceful moment, and I knew it had to be you there. I spent sometime with your parents and your sister while I was there too. Jessie brought me to my first nightclub, it was pretty great. hahaha. Anyways, I should be going to make some dinner. I love you Ashley, keep shining sunshine.                    xoxo Ally.

Nov 05, 2009 1926

Ashley, I feel I can talk to you on you web page, Uncle Leo say's your not here to read you mail, but it make's Nanny feel good, I saw Tinker Bell 3 evening in a row ,she came to the front window, it was just for an instant. We were at your house for almost 3 weeks in September, We really enjoyed ourselves with your Mom ,Dad and Jessie, I missed you , Nanny will miss you forever, Your Birthday is on Saturday how time flies,Already 22. Love you always            Nanny and Papa xxxooo

Nov 07, 2009  1000

Happy Birthday sweetheart.  Love you and miss you dearly.  xox  Mom, Dad and Jess

Nov 13, 2009  0930

First day of snow, here anyway, at home Ash.  I'll make my way down to the store and have an icecream for you.  xox  Dad

Dec 24, 2009  0005

Your stocking is hung by the fireplace.  Mom has chosen a gift for you this year.  It just doesn't seem right not to get you something.  Everyone is asking how we are, but what do I say?  It's just not right without you.  xox  Dad

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